May 05, 2011

Supplications related to good character

The Prophet Muhammad Sallallaho Alaehe Wassallam used to make a number of supplications related to good character.

1. O Allaah, guide me to good character, none guides to good character but You..."
(Muslim)"

2. O Allaah, I seek refuge in you from bad character, deeds and desires."
(Tirmidhee)

3. O Allaah, You perfectly created me, so perfect my character."
(Ahmad)

4. O Allaah, I seek refuge in you from disability and laziness; from cowardice and avarice; from decrepitude and harshness; from negligence and impoverishment, from lowness and humiliation. And I seek refuge in You from poverty and disbelief; from sinfulness, disunity and hypocrisy; from notability and Riya (showing off)..."

Kenang Daku dalam Doamu..Remember Me in Your Prayer...



Sungguh jauh dikau pergi
berpisah untuk selamanya...
Tiada lagi senyum mesra dan gurau senda


To far you have gone
split forever...
No more loving smile and sweet jokes

Ingin kuturut bersama
apa daya ku tak terdaya..
sudahlah memang nasibku demikian rupa..


I desire to go with you
what my power, i dont have power
never mind, this my destiny is such this way...


Kuberdoa agar dikau hidup bahgia
jangan bimbang padaku nan berduka...


I pray  for your happy life
dont hesitate on me whos feel mourning...


Tapi dikau jangan lupa, kenang daku dalam doamu
Itu yang kupinta dari dulu sewaktu bersama...


But please you dont forget, remember me in your prayer
Thats what im asking from the time when we were together...

May 04, 2011

Im Still Here....



The time running and wont stop even when im ordering them
The sky still blue but im seeing there to much cloud bordering them


Day by day passed without i realize where im now
When i look back and see what you have been left
I found my self   never move on 


You have been gone for so long 
and i have been unable to move on
You have been gone for so long
every night feels like years passed

I forgot to forget you
around me theres many peoples
but all i think of is just you
I forgot to forget you
and its as if im still alive just because i remember you


Im still here and never move on
sitting and praying for better time would come to keep me strong
Im still here and never move on
waiting for something which impossible to happen
Im still here and never move on
hoping for a miracle that may not come now


Im still here and never move on...

May 03, 2011

Hakhali Bali...I Will Take Care of My Self...

هخلى بالى من نفسى واحاول مشوفكش خايف اقابلك تانى قدامك مقدرش
انا ليه كل مشوفك بنسى اوام وارجعلك لازم اغلب ضعفى مش لازم اسمعلك
وحياة اللى ما بينا قصدى اللى كان فى يوم بينا لو شوفتنى قدامك متكلمنيش وامشى
كل ما اقول انا هنسى الاقينى بحبك لسة عشان اعرف اسيبك هبعد ومقولكش
هخلى بالك من نفــــــســــى ....
انا كنت بعيش علشانك مهما جرالى بحبك بعد اللى انت عملته انا مش هفضل جنبك
مهما تعبت فى بعدك تعبى فى قربك اصعب انا لو قولت نسيتك هبقى بحاول اكدب


هخلى بالك من نفــــــســــى ...

i will take care of my self and try not to see you
 i'm scared to see you again in front of me
 i can't
why every time i see you i forget right way and go back to you
i have to fight my weakness, i don't have to hear you
for the sake of what between us, i mean what was one day that was between us
if you see me in front of you don't talk to me and go away
every time i say i will forget, i find my self still in love with you
in order to leave you for real
i will leave without saying anything
i will take care of my self...
i once was living for you 
i loved you no matter what 
after what you did i wont be beside you
no matter how much i will get tired 
my tiredness beside you is harder 
if i say i forgot you than i will try to lie


i will take care of my self...


A Love Story...

This is the love story between Zainab bint Muhammad "SallAllahu a'lyhe wasalm" and Abu El'Ass ibn Rabee'; Zainab was the daughter of the Prophet (PBUH) and her cousin Abu El'Ass, was Khadeeja's (RA) nephew. He was one of the nobles of the Quraish, and the Prophet (SAW) loved him very much.

One day Abu El'Ass went to the Pr...ophet (SAW) before he had received his mission of Prophethood and said: "I want to marry your eldest daughter". So the Prophet replied: "I must ask her first". He (SAW) went to Zainab and asked her: "Your cousin came to me and he wishes to marry you, do you accept him as your husband?" Her face turned red with bashfulness and she smiled.

So Zainab married Abu El'Ass, the beginning of a great love story. They had two children; Ali and Omama.

Then Muhammad "SallAllahu a'lyhe wasalm" became a Prophet while Abu El'Ass was away from Makkah. Abu El'Ass returned to find his wife a Muslim. When he first came back, his wife said "I have great news for you". He stood up and left her. Zainab was surprised and followed him as she said, "My father became a Prophet and I have become a Muslim". He replied, "Why didn't you tell me first?" Hence a big problem began between the two; a problem of religion and belief.

She told him, "I wasn't going to disbelieve in my father and his message, he is not a liar, and he is "The Honest and Trustworthy". I'm not the only believer; my mother and my sisters became Muslims, my cousin Ali ibn Abi Taleb became a Muslim, your cousin Othman ibn Affan became a Muslim, and your friend, Abu Bakr, became a Muslim".

He replied, "Well, as for me, I don't want people to say, 'he let down his people and his forefathers to please his wife'. And I am not accusing your father of anything". Then he said, "So will you excuse me and understand?" She replied, "Who will excuse and understand you if I don't? I will stay beside you and help you until you reach the truth." And she kept her word for 20 years.

Abu El'Ass remained an unbeliever, and then came the migration. Zainab went to her father and asked him for the permission to stay with her husband. The Prophet (SAW) replied, "Stay with your husband and children".

So Zainab stayed in Makkah, until the battle of Badr occurred. Abu El'Ass was to fight in the army of Quraish against the Muslims. For Zainab, it meant that her husband will be fighting her father, a time Zainab had always feared. She kept crying out: "O Allah, I fear one day the sun may rise and my children become orphans or I lose my father".

So the battle started, and ended in victory for the Muslims. Abu El'Ass was captured by the Muslims, and news of this reached Makkah. Zainab asked, "What did my father do?" They told her, "The Muslims won". So she prayed to Allah, thanking Him. Then she asked: "What did my husband do?" They said: "He was captured". She said, "I'll send a payment to release him". She didn't own anything of much value, so she took off her mother's necklace, and sent it with Abu El'Ass's brother to the Prophet.

While the Prophet (SAW) was sitting, taking payments and releasing captives, he saw Khadeeja's necklace. He held it up and asked: "Whose payment is this?" They said: "Abu El'Ass ibn Rabee". He cried and said "This is Khadeeja's necklace". As soon as the Messenger of Allah (PBUH) saw that necklace, he had a feeling of extreme compassion and his heart palpitated for the great memory. The Companions who were present there gazed in amazement having being captivated by the magnificence of the situation.

After a long silence, the Messenger of Allah (SAW) stood up and said "People, this man is my in-law, should I release him? And do you accept the return of this necklace to my daughter?" They answered in unison "Yes, Messenger of Allah".

The Prophet (SAW) gave the necklace to Abu El'Ass and said to him: "Tell Zainab not to give away Khadeeja's necklace". Then he (SAW) said, "Abu El'Ass, Can we speak privately?" He took him aside and said, "Allah has ordered me to separate between a Muslim and a disbeliever, so could you return my daughter to me?" Abu El'Ass reluctantly agreed.


Zainab stood on the gates of Makkah waiting for the arrival of Abu El'Ass. When he finally came he said, "I am going away". She asked, "Where to?" He replied, "It is not me who is going, it is you. You are going to your father. We must separate because you are a Muslim". She implored him, "Will you become a Muslim and come with me?" But he refused.

So Zainab took her son and daughter and traveled to Madinah, and for 6 years she refused to remarry, hoping that one day Abu El'Ass would come.

After 6 years, Abu El'Ass was traveling in a caravan from Makkah to Syria. During the journey, he was intercepted by some of the Prophet's companions. He escaped and asked for Zainab's home. He knocked on her door shortly before the dawn prayer. She opened the door and asked him "Did you become a Muslim?" He whispered "No, I come as a fugitive". She implored him once more "Can you become a Muslim?" Again his answer was a negative. "Do not worry." She said, "Welcome my cousin, welcome, the father of Ali and Omama".

After the Prophet (SAW) prayed the dawn prayer in congregation with the people, they heard a voice from the back of the mosque, "I have freed Abu El'Ass ibn Rabee". Zainab had granted Abu El'Ass' freedom. The Prophet (SAW)asked, "Have you heard what I heard?" They all said, "Yes, Messenger of Allah". Zainab said, "He is my cousin and the father of my children and I have freed him". The Prophet (SAW) stood up and said, "O people, I declare that this man was a very good son-in-law, he never broke his promise, and neither did he tell lies. So if you accept, I will return his money back and let him go. If you refuse it's your decision and I will not blame you for it." The companions agreed, "We will give him his money". So the Prophet (SAW) said to Zainab, "We have freed the one you have freed, O Zainab." Then he (SAW) went to her and told her "be generous to him, he is your cousin and the father of your children, but don't let him get near you, he is prohibited for you." She replied, "Sure, father, I'll do as you say".

She went in and told her husband, "O Abu El'Ass, didn't you miss us at all? Won't you become a Muslim and stay with us?" But he refused. Abu El'Ass then took the money and returned to Makkah. Once he returned he stood up and announced, "O people, here is your money. Is there anything left?" They replied, "No, Abu El'Ass, there is nothing left, thanks a lot." So Abu El'Ass said, "I testify that there is no god but Allah, and Muhammed is His Messenger." Then he went back to Madinah and ran to the Prophet (SAW) as he said, "Dear Prophet, you freed me yesterday, and today I say that I testify there is no god but Allah and you are His Messenger." He asked the Prophet, "Will you give me the permission to go back to Zainab?" The Prophet (SAW) smiled and said, "Come with me"; he took him to Zainab's house and knocked on her door. The Prophet (SAW) said, "O Zainab, your cousin came to me and asked if he can return to you". Just like 20 years before, her face turned red with bashfulness and she smiled.

The sad thing was, a year after this incident, Zainab died. Abu El'Ass shed hot tears because of her death and drove those who were around him to tears. The Messenger of Allah (SAW) came with eyes full of tears and a heart full of sorrow. Zainab's death reminded him of the death of his wife, Khadeejah. He told the women, who gathered around Zainab's corpse, "Wash her three times and use camphor in the third wash." He performed funeral prayers on her and followed her final resting place. Abu El'Ass returned to his children, Ali and Omama. Kissing them and wetting them with his tears, he remembered the face of his departed darling.

May Allah be pleased with Zainab, the Prophet's daughter! May He reward her with Paradise for her patience, endurance and struggle!

Abu El'Ass would cry so profusely that the people saw the Prophet himself weeping and calming him down. Abu El'Ass would say, "By Allah, I can't stand life anymore without Zainab". He died one year after Zainab's death

For My Future Husband...

Ya Habiby...thats how i will call u
Where ever u are, i know the wind will convey this letter to u...


Ya Habiby...
I don't wanna be your girlfriend or your thing on the side,
I wanna be the one you call your wife 
Your presence alone brings me happiness, 
You are truly my halaal prince charming,
Riding on the horse of taqwa,
Holding the qur'an on your right and sunnah on your left,
And giving glad tidings to the strangers♥


Ya Habiby...
Im not telling that im perfect one with pure heart,
Im not telling that im a perfect muslimah like Maryam,
Im not telling that im a strong one like Khadijah,
Im not telling that im much charming like Aisyah,
Nor im telling that im a caring girl like Fatimah,


Ya Habiby...
When u ll see me 1st time please dont judge me wrong,
by my hijab,
by my proper covering body,
by my way of talk,
by my appearance...
Remember...thats all just cover...
I may have to much dark heart which need to cleaned by your help,
I may have to much bad habbit which need to fixed by your guide,
I may have to much bad think which need to be straightened by your akhlak...
But i think u can keep from me...I want to be a better muslimah...


Ya Habiby...
Be strong with everything which may tempting u when im not with u yet...
Be istiqamah to practicing Islam in every part of ur life...

Ya Habiby...

I hope u always take care of ur self there 
I hope u always take care of ur deen and ur fard ibadah...
As im always trying to keep that here also even that much hard...


Ya Habiby...
Be brave n sabar to waiting the time when we ll meet...
The time when ALLAH will bring all happiness become ours...
The time when our half deen will be completed each other...


Ya Habiby...
Im always waiting for u here...

Death...

It was early in the morning at four, 
When death knocked upon a bedroom door,
Who is there? the sleeping one cried.
I'm Malak al-Maut, let me inside.
At once, the man began to shiver, 
As one sweating in deadly fever,
He shouted to his sleeping wife, 
don't let him take away my life.
Please go away,O Angel of Death!
Leave me alone,I'm not ready yet.
My family on me depends,  
Give me a chance,O please prepense!
The angel knocked again and again,
Friend! I'll take your life without a pain,
This your soul Allah requires,
I come not with my own desire.
Bewildered, the man began to cry,
 O Angel I'm so afraid to die,
I'll give you gold and be your slave,
Don't send me to the unlit grave.
Let me in, O Friend! The Angel said,
 Open the door, get up from your bed,
 If you do not allow me in,
 I will walk through it, like a jinn.
The man held a gun in his right hand, 
Ready to defy the Angel's stand. 
I'll point my gun, towards your head, 
You dare come in, I'll shoot you dead. 
By now the Angel was in the room,
 Saying, O Friend! prepare for you doom. 
Foolish man, Angels never die, 
Put down your gun and do not sigh.
Why are you afraid! 
Tell me O man, To die according to Allah's plan?
 Come smile at me, do not be grim, 
Be Happy to return to Him. 
O Angel! I bow my head in shame, 
I had no time to take Allah's Name.
 From morning till dusk,I made my wealth, 
Not even caring for my health.
 Allah's command I never obeyed, 
Nor five times a day I ever prayed. 
A Ramadan came and a Ramadan went, 
But no time had I to repent. 
The Hajj was already FARD on me,
 But I would not part with my money. 
All charities I did ignore, 
Taking usury more and more. 
Sometimes I sipped my favourite wine, 
With flirting women I sat to dine. 
O Angel! I appeal to you, 
Spare my life for a year or two. 
The Laws of Quran I will obey
 I'll begin SALAT this very day. 
My Fast and Hajj, I will complete,
 And keep away from self conceit.
 I will refrain from usury, 
And give all my wealth to charity, 
Wine and wenches I will detest, 
Allah's oneness I will attest. 
We Angels do what Allah demands,
 We cannot go against His commands. 
Death is ordained for everyone, 
Father, mother, daughter or son.
I'm afraid this moment is your last, 
Now be reminded, of your past, 
I do understand your fears, 
But it is now too late for tears.
You lived in this world,two score and more,
 Never did you, your people adore. 
Your parents, you did not obey,
 Hungry beggars, you turned away. 
Your two ill-gotten, female offspring,
 In night-clubs, for livelihood they sing.
Instead of making more Muslims, 
You made your children non-Muslims.
You ignored the Mua'dhin Adhaan, 
Nor did you read the Holy Quran.
Breaking promises all your life, 
Backbiting friends, and causing strife.
From hoarded goods, great profits you made, 
And your poor workers, you underpaid.
Horses and cards were your leisure,
 Money-making was your pleasure.
You ate vitamins and grew more fat,
 With the very sick, you never sat.
A pint of blood you never gave, 
Which could a little baby save.
O Human, you have done enough wrong, 
You bought good properties for a song.
When the farmers appealed to you, 
You did not have mercy, tis true. 
Paradise for you? I cannot tell,  
Undoubtedly you will dwell in hell. 
There is no time for you to repent, 
I'll take your soul for which I am sent. 
The ending however, is very sad,
Eventually the man became mad
With a cry, he jumped out of bed,
 And suddenly, he fell down dead.

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O Reader! Take moral from here,
you never know, your end may be near
change your living and make amends For heaven, on your deeds depends.


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